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I was meant to have a nice restful couple of days after a busy week, but it got ruined by a terrible headache and neck pain all fecking weekend - it got slightly better during the storm last night, which was much more interesting that watching the 100 films program (again!), but it is back with avengeance today. My work calendar is empty this week, so that means no fun meetings or interesting talks to go to, and I am not planning to do anything in the evenings because I feel rough and I have no friends anyway.
I hate it when I get so self pitying, but I am getting so unbelieveably hacked off with getting used to the 'almost better' sensation and starting to plan things to do other than work or sleep, only for it all to fall apart so quickly.
I don't know if anyone else agrees, but it seems like the world is cracking up a bit anyway - people seem to be so selfish and ignorant to each other's feelings, the climate keeps doing weird things, a lot of commercial planes and light aricraft seem to have crashed recently, and the conflicts around the world seem to be escalating and reaching out to affect us more directly. I know all of these things have happened before, but it just feels like they are happening more often and more disastrously...
I hate it when I get so self pitying, but I am getting so unbelieveably hacked off with getting used to the 'almost better' sensation and starting to plan things to do other than work or sleep, only for it all to fall apart so quickly.
I don't know if anyone else agrees, but it seems like the world is cracking up a bit anyway - people seem to be so selfish and ignorant to each other's feelings, the climate keeps doing weird things, a lot of commercial planes and light aricraft seem to have crashed recently, and the conflicts around the world seem to be escalating and reaching out to affect us more directly. I know all of these things have happened before, but it just feels like they are happening more often and more disastrously...