methinks i might need to revive me journal
or maye me needn't = =
fact is that i want to rant a bit since many things are going down the drain.
but then again it might be an even better idea to do something against it = =
haven't been doing much the past two weeks and i have no time whatsoever, these two things combined are enough to make me want to hew my own head off
have done about nothing but sleeping today. and yesterday. oh and the day before. urgh...= =
i have so many things i want to do
work (where did all my money go? *his head against wall*), learn (a lot a lot a lot!! i'm fucked if i go on like this), go out with that guy what-was-his-name, read fanfics, watch doramas
but all i do is sit here not moving anthing but my fingers. or sleep.
why can't i just be a normal, rational, genki person?
i went to sleep at about 1.30 am last night and got up at about 12 o'clock, ate something and got so tired from eating that i went back to sleep at 3 pm, got up at 6 pm, looked through the file my father sent me, ate again, and now it's 0.17 and i'm dead tired again. i'm even considerung going to sleep withought brushing my teeth.
hey, maybe it's the low blood pressure~
or maybe i'm just a lazy pig = =