brilliant smiles and shining eyes, perfect posture but your barely scraping by.

Dec 24, 2003 21:38

last night, picked up matt after work. came to my house, there was nothing to do. but i rocked in snowboard kids. barely slept a wink last night. matt can never win and he fell asleep before morning came. i was my brothers alarm clock with a snooze button at 6 30 am this morning.

Lauren woke us up at like 10 something and we went to the mall for last minute shopping. The humidity was almost unbareable. but we did pick up a few things.

last night i had a crazy dream.. here goes.
me and lauren went into my dads house to get a cowboy santa that i want. but the front door was completely locked up beacuse the bank took over the property. (this part is true in real life) So we break through the window and we get in. to me the house looks so nice, its looks the way it used to look when we lived there, and the sun was shining in though the windows so it was really bright. but lauren seen something completly different than what i was seeing. The room was dark and there was papers thrown all over, it was just a huge mess (thats what its like in real life now) while i could hear her stepping over trash and papers, not knowing where she was going because of the darkness, i see my dad sitting on the couch wearing a pair of jeanes and a collared shirt, and his hair was short, like how it would look when he would get hair cut after a couple of months. he was just kind of staring at me, then i go over and sit with him. the first thing he says is i miss you. so we are talking he asked me how i was doing and i said alright, then he told me everything was going to be okay. i remember him saying that i have to be nice to my mom for some reason, but he doesnt say the why. then i ask him what is it like in heaven. and he says its like children, everyone here acts like they are kids, and then he said my name in a little kids voice. while he was saying this some person came into the living room from the dinning room and he started pointing at me. he looked like he was dead, he had long dark hair almost touching the top of his shoulders. my dad seen him, but then look away and just continued talking. then somehow im in the dinning room with Lauren and we found the Santa and then we left because we thought we heard the cops coming and we didn't wanna get in trouble for being in the house. we went to shauna and katelyns house across the street because they still lived there and my family was there. and i think that was the end of the dream.

i pretty much posted this dream so i could remember it.
it was a crazy dream for me.

merry christmas.
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