depressing...
I just got home from visiting my mom. first time i have seen her since tuesday, when she had her first chemo treatment. She's so tired, and so weak, and she looks it too. It was gut wrenching just sitting there. I really hated it. I don't know what to do. I want to be there for her, but there is nothing I can do to help and it kills me to see her like this. I sucks. It really sucks.