sad
Just when you take one part of your life for granted, it takes a drastic change to the worst...
sigh. Family stuff.
If I ever was emo, I'm definitely emo now. Wishing I had a day off, so I could drink these pains away. I haven't had a flask of everclear in a while.
Everything else in my life that I've stressed over seems trivial. I want to enjoy the simple things. I have a job. I have a place to live. I have someone in my life right now that loves me and would do anything for me. I do have a surrogate family of friends that I've grown to care greatly about. They all are on a pedestal in my heart. I'm healthy. I can do things for myself. I can be strong.
I can do this. I can get through this. I can. I must. I will. I have to.
sigh. Family stuff.
If I ever was emo, I'm definitely emo now. Wishing I had a day off, so I could drink these pains away. I haven't had a flask of everclear in a while.
Everything else in my life that I've stressed over seems trivial. I want to enjoy the simple things. I have a job. I have a place to live. I have someone in my life right now that loves me and would do anything for me. I do have a surrogate family of friends that I've grown to care greatly about. They all are on a pedestal in my heart. I'm healthy. I can do things for myself. I can be strong.
I can do this. I can get through this. I can. I must. I will. I have to.