down in jungleland....
i feel like i'm slowly losing my sanity and slipping away. i can't explain why. i just seem to come more unraveled as the days pass. i feel like i don't have anything solid left to hold myself together for. i hope i get a job soon...i think that will help. and i love ending sentences in prepositions. know what i'm speaking of?
but yeah. lots of disturbing thoughts recently. out of the ordinary, as it were. not cool.
tonight i go out...again. it keeps my mind off of things. which is good. i need it.
i've been really tired lately though. not sure why of that, either. slept a long time last night. took a nap earlier cause i had a headache. and now i'm tired again already. it's freaking me out.
i'm pretty sure the boss desereves a medal. for the born to run album, at least. really. maybe my next tattoo will be a springsteen one. that would be hella fucking sweet.
ah, thunder. long, rolling thunder. maybe i won't go out tonight after all. i need to find someone to come over and hang out though.
if i don't have a job by next weekend i have to go home. i've been applying like mad. trojan horse is the best prospect so far. why won't places hire me? i have no serving experience, but i'm a fast learner and i'm free literally all day, every day of the week. you can give me the shit shifts, i don't care. as long as i'm getting paid.
tomorrow is TGIFridays and checking the mall for jobs. maybe i'll get a decent one since i actually have retail experience.
then again...
been meeting a lot of new people lately though. it's really nice. hopefully good things will come of it.
time to find another distraction. bye.
but yeah. lots of disturbing thoughts recently. out of the ordinary, as it were. not cool.
tonight i go out...again. it keeps my mind off of things. which is good. i need it.
i've been really tired lately though. not sure why of that, either. slept a long time last night. took a nap earlier cause i had a headache. and now i'm tired again already. it's freaking me out.
i'm pretty sure the boss desereves a medal. for the born to run album, at least. really. maybe my next tattoo will be a springsteen one. that would be hella fucking sweet.
ah, thunder. long, rolling thunder. maybe i won't go out tonight after all. i need to find someone to come over and hang out though.
if i don't have a job by next weekend i have to go home. i've been applying like mad. trojan horse is the best prospect so far. why won't places hire me? i have no serving experience, but i'm a fast learner and i'm free literally all day, every day of the week. you can give me the shit shifts, i don't care. as long as i'm getting paid.
tomorrow is TGIFridays and checking the mall for jobs. maybe i'll get a decent one since i actually have retail experience.
then again...
been meeting a lot of new people lately though. it's really nice. hopefully good things will come of it.
time to find another distraction. bye.