why must i lust after boys i cant have???
Sometimes boys in my life make me so mad because they totally dont know what they want. It makes me soooo angery because i really, really, really, really like this guy and he is so cute and i have liked him for like 6 years............ yeah i know a little pathetic but true. When this guy and i hang out i feel like he is really into me and that there is totally something there but then someone calls this guy and he becomes all mean and cold toward me. Im not sure what to do b/c i really like the friendship that i have with the guy but i also totally want to smooch him!!!!!! ;) LOL i guess i just need to get away from this place and forget all about this crazy, crazy kid............
help :(