"I'm easy; i'm just not cheap"
I say this a lot, actually. Just as a joke, but i'm wondering if it might be true. And i don't mean easy in THAT way, either. I mean, am i too easygoing? A lot of the time i truly am content with the situation or the choices, but do i just agree to things so that i don't have to disagree? What do i really want? Why am i afraid of telling people what i really think or how i really feel? There are only like 2 people who i can really be honest with, but even then i don't say everything i'm thinking or feeling. What am i so afraid of?? Why do i feel the need to censor myself? I mean, sure, there's a certain degree of censorship we all employ, which is good because it's necessary sometimes, but i won't say my true opinion sometimes. What am i afraid of? Some possible options: what people will think of me, that people won't like me, that i'll look stupid, that i'm really not as smart as i like to think i am....
Which brings me to another question---
Why do i care so much what other people think of me??
Which brings me to another question---
Why do i care so much what other people think of me??