This looks like it's gonna be one of those nights where I just don't sleep...

[coolgekko]

I'm very upset, and it keeps fluctuating from the "whee my life isn't completely boring and normal" upset to the "why the fuck does shit happen... and why does it only happen in my head?" upset. I can't really say what about because that would [drumroll...] make me more upset. I'm currently contemplating whether or not I should consider contemplating something. And I don't care if you think that's lame because time needs filling up and right now it's just sitting there glaring at me wondering why I won't fill it up with more worthwhile activity. What do you want?! I can't be fucking perfect all the fucking time, now can I?!

I haven't stayed up this late doing this sophisticated of Nothing since the summer after freshman year, which also makes me upset.

Also I think I might be bisexual. Or a lesbian. For serious guys. I'm not kidding this time. Actually I wasn't before either, I was just pretending...I mean...

Fuck it.