hate me.
getting ready for work :/ ive been tired and in bad mood lately. i think i made everyone i talked to hate me because i have just been in a bad mood. its ok...just hate me i dont care. im over that. :/ sorry for being bitchy. last night was bad night. not even gonna tlk about that. just my mom again. what else is new. i couldnt even concentrate because i just think about this always. so like my night was ruined because of that oh well who cares. i need to ignore her. wrote alot yesterday. all shitt but i wrote alot..mm that helped a little. or made things worse not really sure? painted my wall again or started too. not reallyl been feeling like do anything. tryin to get over that too. or maybe im not im dont know. previous entry..."i need a friend" shit.fuck that i dont need shit. well yes i do but who cares. i dont care. so no one else care. really tired. maybe i will just lay in bed al day when i get home from work. i actaully slept last night for like 5 hours. i enjoyed that i guess. maybe itll make me in better mood. i dont like sleep i would rather stay online all night and read. yeah. i hate fucking lj. i have so much to say but i hate publicizing it. fucking lj. fuck u computer just gimme paper. i hate this piece of shit. hey so im gonna go to work so that i can be in bad mood again. yeah its awesome. call me and i will talk and not make ppl wanna kill themslvs like i have been in the past couple days. thanks :)