Apr 13, 2005 20:19
Haha wow. That was pretty awkward. Nothing like a scary father, an interrupted chore, and lack of a private moment to leave me practically speechless. I have a feeling I just kept standing there smiling and noding my head....sticking around when a normal person maybe would have left. Obviously I wasn't about to leave until I got out my question though.
I haven't given up just yet. I definitely need to start thinking of an alternative though.
If only I hadn't gotten distracted by the whole Wendy thing...or rather if only her boyfriend had become apparent sooner. If all that didn't happen I would have had a little more leeway on all this. Another weekend would probably have made the difference. Hell maybe a day would have made the difference. Anyway the rose looked pretty...I looked ok.
EDIT: No, I don't think a week would have made the difference. Looks to be just another thing that just didn't work out for me. I guess I expect too much too often. Now suddenly all desire to go has evaporated. Sometimes I forget that life really is lame and that until I get to college things will remain so...hell possibly I'll get there and they will continue to be. Hm.