Mar 23, 2006 00:22
It's funny, I've started maybe three posts in the past couple months but something always drew me away from finishing it. So I just posted these half-finished entries privately. Lot going on right now... it's one of those things where you can't complain about your situation, you know things are moving in the right direction, but sometimes it's when times are good that you need the most peace. That and it gets pretty damn stressful. I'm reminded of exercises I used to do, tai chi exercises... yea don't laugh, I know it's gay but at the time I guess I was really gay. They had these classes at the gym I used to go to so I figured I'd give it a shot. B4 people jump to conclusions I'd like to state that tai chi is the center of all martial arts because it is the development and control of one's energy =p Anyhow I learned the short form and the long form back then, but when I tried to do them just now I totally crapped it up. I can't remember how to do them.
I wonder how much in life is fate and how much can you really control. You can always fight against fate but sometimes fate has good things in store for you if you just stick it out. It's a strange intermingling of two valid concepts. So which one do you go with most? Gut instinct? Or is it if you go with your gut, you're really just going along with fate.
K, time for bed.