Dec 30, 2004 15:48
ughhhh
I miss my friends..
Everything has been going really slow lately.. i havent seen any of my friends in about a week.. i havent given any of them their xmas presents because i have the hardest time getting a hold of anyone.
I didnt see collin on her birthday.. i wanted to really bad.. but i knew that i most likely wouldnt be able to. seeing as though i cant fucking drive myself. I want to give her her xmas and bday presents sososos bad.. but i have to wait until shes semi in the neighborhood already because im definitely located in the opposite direction. I miss her.. :(
I miss shannon too.. She saved me two times this break. not my life. just being there.
and i miss the other half of the crew.. havent seen any of them since saturday/sunday.. BEFORE xmas.
Ive been a hermit crab lately and its like i lock myslef in my room. not only because its the warmest room in the house.. but also because its the only place i can relax in. I bought a lot of books.. so ive been reading quite a bit. yes. thats right I READ ON MY OWN.
I went out to the olive garden with my familt for lunch. it was nice.
dkjfdslkjg.
I feel so alone.