This is a 44. caliber love letter straight from my heart
I DARE YOU TO READ THIS
HOKAY so. i havent updated this since when? July 12?
hm. alright well this summer was amazing.
I had done so much but like always you start to live it up the last week and then its over.
wellll school has started and its definitely a load of crap.. but i gotta do well so im trying really hard. but i still have that " lets not do my homework until it is absolutely necessary" whatevaaaah man.
Rio is absolute trash. i hate it. but what can ya do? we have cameras ALL over. haha i mean its supposed to help our school with vandalism drugs and what not.. but its illegal to put cams in the bathroom but what dumbfuck of a kid is gonna go smoke in the hall ways? and the VANDALISM part of that doesnt do shit because the FIRST week of school there were car break ins. haha oh well.. it doesnt affect me anyways being the lame ass as i am that i dont even have my permit yet? hah whooops.
Ive changed since last year i think.. and it wasnt even voluntarily. But i like who ive become. ive been noticing i just dont care what people think of me anymore.. and i do what i want biiitch.
Kristin got into a car accident a few weeks ago.. maybe like 2. and it was damn near the scariest day of my life. yea i get into shannons car and her mom days "Im keeping you today." im thinking wtf is this? i say.." what do you mean?" "Oh your mom called and said your sister got into an accident and shes getting surgery on her foot. they didnt want you to come and see this totalled car without knowing whats going on.................but shes okay! i swear" yea thats supposed to comfort me. Im holding back my tears thinking god knows what.. that my sister is in the hospital. i even KNEW she was okay.. and it was still so hard for me. im at shannons for a few hours and everythings okay.. but i get home and see the car (The car is smashed. soda can crunched..ugh you can picture it.) and i let go and just start crying i dont know why because she was okay. but it scared me to death. i go to the hospital and im there until like 11 at night i see her and i have never seen my sister in pain really.. besides the minor things.. it was really weird.. so she shattered her foot on the break pedal from the impact of rearending a car.. got surgery came home a few days later.. and now shes immobile and hobbles around on crutches when the pain isnt that bad. but shes okay! haha shes just BORED TO DEATH but i dont blame her. so the day after the accident i fail a phyz test.. it sucked. but i knew why i failed it. but man thats a BAD start.
ANYWAYS. everythings good now. the weekends are the best thing i have now and i love it. I wish the summer would come back though.. i miss swimming in my pool with my friends.. and going to shows.. and the lake.. and the fair.. and doing insane shit with my best friends. I love them all SO much. my friends mean everything to me.
Overall im happy right now.. besides my rejection fear which makes me want to punch myself for.. im happy.
aaand good shows are coming soon.
MYCHEMICALROMANCE SOTY lostprophets and letter kills.- october 4. and in davis. well shit. okay rides anyone?
MEST hawthorne heights lola ray and bayside..october 13 okay so YES in sacramento but its on like a thursday. but hey the other ones on a tuesday! HOKAY.
okay and as for tours that are completely skipping sacramento goes as follows.
*TBS FOB MBR
*TheUsed Atreyu the bled head automatica etc. yep no sac date.
*Alexisonfire. hotwatermusic etc. I am PISSSSEEEDDDDDDD
*Deftones. wtf theyre from sac? fucking a. but i have a feeling theyll stop here eventually.
*Dillingerescapeplan everytimeidie.
and more. haha bands hate sacramento. HATE IT. well so do i whats new?
Okay. the end.
Love Jamie
HOKAY so. i havent updated this since when? July 12?
hm. alright well this summer was amazing.
I had done so much but like always you start to live it up the last week and then its over.
wellll school has started and its definitely a load of crap.. but i gotta do well so im trying really hard. but i still have that " lets not do my homework until it is absolutely necessary" whatevaaaah man.
Rio is absolute trash. i hate it. but what can ya do? we have cameras ALL over. haha i mean its supposed to help our school with vandalism drugs and what not.. but its illegal to put cams in the bathroom but what dumbfuck of a kid is gonna go smoke in the hall ways? and the VANDALISM part of that doesnt do shit because the FIRST week of school there were car break ins. haha oh well.. it doesnt affect me anyways being the lame ass as i am that i dont even have my permit yet? hah whooops.
Ive changed since last year i think.. and it wasnt even voluntarily. But i like who ive become. ive been noticing i just dont care what people think of me anymore.. and i do what i want biiitch.
Kristin got into a car accident a few weeks ago.. maybe like 2. and it was damn near the scariest day of my life. yea i get into shannons car and her mom days "Im keeping you today." im thinking wtf is this? i say.." what do you mean?" "Oh your mom called and said your sister got into an accident and shes getting surgery on her foot. they didnt want you to come and see this totalled car without knowing whats going on.................but shes okay! i swear" yea thats supposed to comfort me. Im holding back my tears thinking god knows what.. that my sister is in the hospital. i even KNEW she was okay.. and it was still so hard for me. im at shannons for a few hours and everythings okay.. but i get home and see the car (The car is smashed. soda can crunched..ugh you can picture it.) and i let go and just start crying i dont know why because she was okay. but it scared me to death. i go to the hospital and im there until like 11 at night i see her and i have never seen my sister in pain really.. besides the minor things.. it was really weird.. so she shattered her foot on the break pedal from the impact of rearending a car.. got surgery came home a few days later.. and now shes immobile and hobbles around on crutches when the pain isnt that bad. but shes okay! haha shes just BORED TO DEATH but i dont blame her. so the day after the accident i fail a phyz test.. it sucked. but i knew why i failed it. but man thats a BAD start.
ANYWAYS. everythings good now. the weekends are the best thing i have now and i love it. I wish the summer would come back though.. i miss swimming in my pool with my friends.. and going to shows.. and the lake.. and the fair.. and doing insane shit with my best friends. I love them all SO much. my friends mean everything to me.
Overall im happy right now.. besides my rejection fear which makes me want to punch myself for.. im happy.
aaand good shows are coming soon.
MYCHEMICALROMANCE SOTY lostprophets and letter kills.- october 4. and in davis. well shit. okay rides anyone?
MEST hawthorne heights lola ray and bayside..october 13 okay so YES in sacramento but its on like a thursday. but hey the other ones on a tuesday! HOKAY.
okay and as for tours that are completely skipping sacramento goes as follows.
*TBS FOB MBR
*TheUsed Atreyu the bled head automatica etc. yep no sac date.
*Alexisonfire. hotwatermusic etc. I am PISSSSEEEDDDDDDD
*Deftones. wtf theyre from sac? fucking a. but i have a feeling theyll stop here eventually.
*Dillingerescapeplan everytimeidie.
and more. haha bands hate sacramento. HATE IT. well so do i whats new?
Okay. the end.
Love Jamie