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man...ive had a lousy day! i went costume shopping at party city today an it was so frickin insane!! there was literally like 200 people in the store...ive been depressed and sad and mad like yesterday and today, i miss stephanie so fricken bad!!!!! i wish i could just tell her my life and get some relief and comfort from someone!!! the person who left that last post made me feel like shit! and i just wish that steph was here so me and her could tell this person off!! lol, that would be so fun. i keep trying to find out if she has a livejournal so if anyone knows let me know! man....im just so deppressed about my dad and stuff...i miss him so bad but when i see him i either fall asleep or get in a fight with him....i just kida feel like nobody cares a shit about me anymore and i just wanta call my best friend so bad, me and loseter a.k.a rj are gonna have everyone from the junior high at church contribute like 5 bucks and buy steph like a huge huge birthday present or something and like leave it on her frount porch or something. man...depression is a hard....nobody to talk to, all my guy friends cant understand so idn....i cant get my thoughts out!!! BLAH!!!