Sep 10, 2008 22:52
Hi. sooo uhhhh.. wellll monday sam came over to chill with me. i gave her this note i wrote her and it meant so much to her and she kinda cried. like i mentioned how i can really see my self falling in love with her. i have soo much feelings for her, its crazyyyyyyy! yesterday college was my longest day ugh, my english teacher put me in a group with the one girl who i thought was good looking from out of all my classes, so i was like hmm, this wil be interesting, but i still have sam, shes betta lol. and i have like a new teacher in my movies class, hes afriacan with a accent and i did understand one damn thing he taught us, this class is going to be confusingg, all i want to do is watch movies, but he let us out 1 1/2 early, i was sooo happy. today i just had math and i fucking failed my quiz once again. it was one math problem, it was easy but i made one stupid mistake and that like ruined everything, what happened to the quizes where theres actually alot of problems. lameee but the teacher has a meeting on friday and shes like if we finish all this stuff today, u dont have to come in on friday. mission accomplished, i have friday off, hell yes. I have a spanish test tomm, i really hope i do alright. and i keep thinking theres a spanish quiz online somewhere but i didnt find it, so i hope there wasnt one or im screwed. Today i hung with nick sam and my sam.
I need help with the word love. l o l o v e as ashlee simpson would want to sing it as. i think sam could maybe love me. we have been together for a month now, is this too soon? idk what love is, so i cant tell when i will be in love. what the hell is love? i like sam soooo much but i dont think its love. could sam really like me soo much where she could love me? i did help her get out of a bad situation with her old bf who she was in love with, they were together for over 2 years. i would be afraid to say i love you, bc i want to make sure that i do love them, but idk for sure what love is, i just dont know when i officially love someone. And is it bad to love someone this soon? Because i have seen ppl say they love each other right away where they prob dont know what they are talking about. Love is a confusing, crazy, scary thing. But i kinda cant wait to fall in love with her. she IS the one, i never had these feelings before. i like her so much!