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I dunno. sometimes i think i am meant to be alone. no matter what i do or what i say to anyone i end up feeling like shit and i hate myself for being so dam not.
not anything special.
not being the best looking guy around.
not being able to control things.
not being my best friend
not being able to be more than a friend.
sometimes i wish i had never been born. sometimes i wish i could stop caring. sometimes i wish i was anyone other than me. and it sounds so cliche and shit but i hate everything about myself. i hate that i care. i hate that i sleep in pain. i hate that i am soo dam forgiving. i hate that i can't let my real feelings show i hate everything and everyone and i truly don't care
make it right make it ok
not anything special.
not being the best looking guy around.
not being able to control things.
not being my best friend
not being able to be more than a friend.
sometimes i wish i had never been born. sometimes i wish i could stop caring. sometimes i wish i was anyone other than me. and it sounds so cliche and shit but i hate everything about myself. i hate that i care. i hate that i sleep in pain. i hate that i am soo dam forgiving. i hate that i can't let my real feelings show i hate everything and everyone and i truly don't care
make it right make it ok