I am Flawed but I am cleaning up so well....
I stayed up all last night literally untill 8 in the morning just doing nothing but self evalation. And I came to realize that I have many shortcomings and and I am an emotional train wreck, my mom and to an extent my dad always told me I would of the three of us be the one who changed the world. "when I grow up I want to be you" thats what my mom used to tell me, and now I slipped away and got lost somewhere along the path i had before me and therer are moments when I know I am doing the right things then there are others when instead of staying straight i took the sceneic route. I lolligag around until i am lost then I roam life and find my way again little by little I mean we are all destined to be someone or something, A bum, a Billionaire, and anything inbetween we lose our touch on dreams when reality punches us in the face and the future comes like a kick to the balls, swiftly. It will either take you down or lift you up, it depends on if your impact ready or not. When someone kicks for the nuts if you stand and take it your done for, if you get ready and jump as the kick connects the kick will be nothing more then uplifting it stings but it won't take you out of commission. Destiny is the ton of bricks that weighs you down in tehe river of dreams. you want to be the rockstar but you destined to be an accountant. Love is in the clouds almost unattainable unreachable, everybody truly loves somebody once, all the other times you think its love its lust.I think i am beginning to find myself deciphering for myself what is right and how i am wrong. for my whole life i have been told to have a great mind I never really beleived it till last night.
...I am seeing in me now the things you swear you yourself