Currently
I hate times like this because I feel like I have no control over my emotions.
There are quotes that are going through my mind.
I feel completely empty/ alone when it comes to my friendships. The majority of my friends are in relationships and the majority of that majority seem to not know how to balance time between their boyfriends and friends. And the one that does she goes through friend phases which basically is changing friends as often as she changes underwear.
It's hard because I do not like to complain because my problems are completely minimal compared to what other people are found through, especially ones with real problems. And on the other hand we are now in a world where people don't really listen to each other when we talk and to be quite frank people don't really care. Lately, people have been all about themselves which is fine because you should make yourself a priority but I feel like friendships are now hallow and empty. Which is sad because people need more compassionate and nurturing people in this world. This is why I am working on becoming more dependent on myself and holding myself accountable for the things I want to do.
Now that I have actually wrote this out I feel so much better.
Xoxo