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This weekend was one of the worst weekends i've had in a long time.
Friday-Ian broke up with me around 8-9 a night before homecoming. i spent the whole night crying. i don't care what anybody says about him but i really really liked him, i still do its just a matter of getting over him. i wihs i could have gone back b4 i liked him and told myself "nope hes too good of a friend, don't fall for him"
saturday-wnet to the dance alone and on a few things which just depressed me, i didn't have a good time and i felt invisible the entire night i came in unnoticed and left unnoticed. i went to grahams to show him my dress and the only nice thing all night long was him telling me i looked stunning and his jaw like dropped, it felt good after leaving a dance invisible to everyone. arron,eric glime,glen and a few other poeple were there too and said i looked very pretty so thta was the only nice thing, then we went to jeffs it was alright very mellow then to this girl jennas i stayed in the car bc i didn't feel very well and then we went to jimmys and i stayed in the car all night basically cause i didn't feel good. i talked to joel and anthiny for awhiel which was nice to catch up on. then just wnet back to grahams i couldn't fall asleep, i didn't sleep i stayed up until 11:30 a.m and then left to go to my aunts house.
sunday- went home after a stressful weekend and just snapped, i just started crying and couldn't stop al these things racing through my mind all at once, it was horrible but felt good at the same time to let everything out. i went to my aunts house later and hung out there all day which was nice getting away from the people i see everyday and seeing family. i just feel so alone though.
Friday-Ian broke up with me around 8-9 a night before homecoming. i spent the whole night crying. i don't care what anybody says about him but i really really liked him, i still do its just a matter of getting over him. i wihs i could have gone back b4 i liked him and told myself "nope hes too good of a friend, don't fall for him"
saturday-wnet to the dance alone and on a few things which just depressed me, i didn't have a good time and i felt invisible the entire night i came in unnoticed and left unnoticed. i went to grahams to show him my dress and the only nice thing all night long was him telling me i looked stunning and his jaw like dropped, it felt good after leaving a dance invisible to everyone. arron,eric glime,glen and a few other poeple were there too and said i looked very pretty so thta was the only nice thing, then we went to jeffs it was alright very mellow then to this girl jennas i stayed in the car bc i didn't feel very well and then we went to jimmys and i stayed in the car all night basically cause i didn't feel good. i talked to joel and anthiny for awhiel which was nice to catch up on. then just wnet back to grahams i couldn't fall asleep, i didn't sleep i stayed up until 11:30 a.m and then left to go to my aunts house.
sunday- went home after a stressful weekend and just snapped, i just started crying and couldn't stop al these things racing through my mind all at once, it was horrible but felt good at the same time to let everything out. i went to my aunts house later and hung out there all day which was nice getting away from the people i see everyday and seeing family. i just feel so alone though.