i feel like i'm going to explode i seriously cannot take anymore. i don't ahte anyone no matter how much they hate me. its not fair i know i've made some bad choices but do i deserve to be hated this much to a point where its ridiculous. and you you make me hurt so bad and you just won't let it be to the point where i have to be a bitch which i
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I don't think you're a horrible person at all. In fact I still love you so much. I do want to hear your problems, I miss you. You were my best friend for soooo long, and when you were gone, that part of me was gone. I miss that part of me so much. I could never hate you, ever. And I'm sorry for all the bad things I've said. I've just been so sad about it for so long. I know you are happy and I am proud of you doing so well. I always knew you were a strong person, and yes you are a good person. You always used to doubt yourself but I always knew you were and you are. I want to be your best friend again. I just miss my friends, and it seems like for a while I haven't seen them at all cause I'm trying my best to give you space. I miss you a lot and I've tried so hard to earn your friendship back, doing things only you could truely understand the meaning of them. I want that part of me back...and only you can do that. I've been sad about it a lot more I think, which is why I just couldn't do it anymore. I'm not mad at you at all, I'm mad at myself. I know I've said things I shouldn't have, and you know I miss you as my best friend. I hope you're alright...and I hope you someday want to be my friend again.
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