I can't stop these fucking tears
I really really can't be alone right now!
This day has been so horrible.
I haven't been able to pull myself out if it all day. (I'm sorry christina.)
I just really don't know what to do. I've tried all of the positive ways to make me feel better. I don't want to dabble in the negative ones, but i don't know what else to do.
Everyone is busy and I just really need someone to be around and I would be okay. I can't handle it this time. Everything is out of control.
I need to escape so bad. I can't feel like this anymore. It hurts so fucking bad.
Omg! I can't stop these racing thoughts and these attacks!! God I just want to die! I want to end this pain and these thoughts, and this paranoia, and this life!
But to be completely honest... More than anything I need someone to sit here and tell me that I am worth living. But its not true, and that's what hurts the most.
uh!!!!!!!!! I don't know how to get through this.
This day has been so horrible.
I haven't been able to pull myself out if it all day. (I'm sorry christina.)
I just really don't know what to do. I've tried all of the positive ways to make me feel better. I don't want to dabble in the negative ones, but i don't know what else to do.
Everyone is busy and I just really need someone to be around and I would be okay. I can't handle it this time. Everything is out of control.
I need to escape so bad. I can't feel like this anymore. It hurts so fucking bad.
Omg! I can't stop these racing thoughts and these attacks!! God I just want to die! I want to end this pain and these thoughts, and this paranoia, and this life!
But to be completely honest... More than anything I need someone to sit here and tell me that I am worth living. But its not true, and that's what hurts the most.
uh!!!!!!!!! I don't know how to get through this.