It seems like everything is gray and there’s no color to behold

[coolbritts]

I have to make those calls tomorrow. I have to stop putting it off. I can't live like this anymore. I just can't.

Sigh.
Self destruction feels so good. It eases so much pain. BUt at the same time it just makes an even bigger mess.

I wanted lyrics to go here but I couldn't find any that would fit.