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If it amkes anyone feel better I missed my very first class of the semester. I slept through my alarm.I suppose I oeverreactd last night (I was fucked up). But that is all that I apologize for.
And now I have a class in like an hour and I look like shit. I am in some clothes that I don't even remember changing into. I don't rmemeber the whole night.
I feel liek shit and want to die. This is not how this semester was supposed to be like. I want a sure way out. I want to excape from working and school, and 'friends' who hate me and think that I am self involved. Which is one of the last things that I am.
I don't know if I can be alone today or if I want to be with people today. Either way I see it all ending.
And now I have a class in like an hour and I look like shit. I am in some clothes that I don't even remember changing into. I don't rmemeber the whole night.
I feel liek shit and want to die. This is not how this semester was supposed to be like. I want a sure way out. I want to excape from working and school, and 'friends' who hate me and think that I am self involved. Which is one of the last things that I am.
I don't know if I can be alone today or if I want to be with people today. Either way I see it all ending.