is this emo enough, if not I'll try harder
I'm sorry. I don't mean to be a burden to anyone.
I want an easy way to do it. A for sure thing.
My mom called me brave today. Because I told her that I would deal with the whole not being able to make rent on my own. Oh how wrong she is. I guess I just don't really care enough to ask for help or to make much of an effort in getting this money. That and I am stubborn. I don't want to have to depend on anyone besides myself. If I can't provide for myself then that is my own fault. I just don't believe in depending on others. It is embarrassing and just makes me even worse as a person. My life is meaningless to the world and me.
I guess ignoring your problems makes things worse. I just breakdown worse and in front of people. Two things I don't want.
Besides being sorry, I am thankful for friends. I don't deserve people like this in my life.
Without you guys I would be even worse. I can't thank you guys enough for being there for me again and again. I hate that I depend on you guys way too much. But I love that you are always there for me no matter what. Thanks.
Quote of the Day:
"where'd you get that giraffe?" ~~Theo. Lool!
I want an easy way to do it. A for sure thing.
My mom called me brave today. Because I told her that I would deal with the whole not being able to make rent on my own. Oh how wrong she is. I guess I just don't really care enough to ask for help or to make much of an effort in getting this money. That and I am stubborn. I don't want to have to depend on anyone besides myself. If I can't provide for myself then that is my own fault. I just don't believe in depending on others. It is embarrassing and just makes me even worse as a person. My life is meaningless to the world and me.
I guess ignoring your problems makes things worse. I just breakdown worse and in front of people. Two things I don't want.
Besides being sorry, I am thankful for friends. I don't deserve people like this in my life.
Without you guys I would be even worse. I can't thank you guys enough for being there for me again and again. I hate that I depend on you guys way too much. But I love that you are always there for me no matter what. Thanks.
Quote of the Day:
"where'd you get that giraffe?" ~~Theo. Lool!