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i haven't updated this thing in awhile.. so i thought, why not?
its been the first two weeks of school and i'm really really enjoying it. i've made some really great friends. and i find myself enjoying getting up at 5:30 in the morning just to go to school. its the first time in a long time i don't feel upset/mad/ or just plain lazy to go to school. i like going to school. i like listening to my teacher. i like taking notes and learning something new everyday. i like my friends. and i just like alot of things in general. maybe its because its finally clicked in my head about school and about learning and about studying. i mean my first test and i got a 88 percent! not only that i was part of the top ten grades and i was chosen to be a group leader. so of course i picked the hottest guy to be in my group. hahaha.. its the old holly coming out on that. but anyways.. i think i've really found my calling. i've found what i want to do with my life. and i'm willing to work hard to achieve my goals. my life seems to be turning around. i know what i want and it feels good. its the first step towards my future. gahh. look at me. i sound like i'm 35 or something. but its never to early to start right?
right.
speaking of boys. i have a new crush on a boy named jon. yeah i think he knows. and i really could care less. but he has a girlfriend. so of course i have to calm myself down and just relax. but hey.. he's good eye candy and he's that extra boost to get me to school when i need it. hahahahahahaha. i'm a freaking loser.
peace kids.
its been the first two weeks of school and i'm really really enjoying it. i've made some really great friends. and i find myself enjoying getting up at 5:30 in the morning just to go to school. its the first time in a long time i don't feel upset/mad/ or just plain lazy to go to school. i like going to school. i like listening to my teacher. i like taking notes and learning something new everyday. i like my friends. and i just like alot of things in general. maybe its because its finally clicked in my head about school and about learning and about studying. i mean my first test and i got a 88 percent! not only that i was part of the top ten grades and i was chosen to be a group leader. so of course i picked the hottest guy to be in my group. hahaha.. its the old holly coming out on that. but anyways.. i think i've really found my calling. i've found what i want to do with my life. and i'm willing to work hard to achieve my goals. my life seems to be turning around. i know what i want and it feels good. its the first step towards my future. gahh. look at me. i sound like i'm 35 or something. but its never to early to start right?
right.
speaking of boys. i have a new crush on a boy named jon. yeah i think he knows. and i really could care less. but he has a girlfriend. so of course i have to calm myself down and just relax. but hey.. he's good eye candy and he's that extra boost to get me to school when i need it. hahahahahahaha. i'm a freaking loser.
peace kids.