Ranting about not being single, and my wisdom teeth...
In order to keep my journal, here is a post. I am unsure if I want to keep this still, or not. I have a test to study for, I really should not be on this. I have a lot of stress taking care of stuff for my boyfriend and my own things, and I now realize relationships are a lot of work. Especially when they mean, Im not going to be living in my home state that I love so dearly, and still in TX to be with a man I choose to be in a relationship with. The relationship is worth the extra stress, but I realized today what I have to give up to be in a relationship instead of being single. Im sticking with him, but its sad when you see how much changes come in a relationship, because you give up so much I had as a single lady. I cant just go anywhere anytime, I have to email or IM him im if im not on skype one night so he doesn't worry about me. I have to think about compromises in life to make, instead of just whatever I want, and in a few months time, I'll have to sacrifice part of the bathroom for his space and needs. I like having a private bathroom right now, and a private kitchen to hog with all my stuff. Im going to miss that when I have to share it. I share a closet now, but I can handle that.
I need my wisdom teeth out, it hurts like a M***F*** every day and I have to take 400mg of IB profne twice a day to reduce the swelling and handle the pain. IT hurts and I drink ginger tea to help me. I am working on herbal teas and pain medications because I have nobody I trust 100% to help me before for Jessica elvenmuggle21visits in august. I trust Jessica 100% and my boyfriend, as two people I feel safe with outside my family. Im getting the left side done, and the right side done in December when mike is back to help me. I'll visit his family around the time of my wisdom teeth surgery, so I dont feel bad when im on a liquid diet and they are eating corrinish hen for Christmas dinner. Tomato soup and grilled cheese toast are a great vegetarian choice for a dinner menu item...especially when i'll be in pain.
** Life isn't easy, lets hope I can survive the end of the year.
I need my wisdom teeth out, it hurts like a M***F*** every day and I have to take 400mg of IB profne twice a day to reduce the swelling and handle the pain. IT hurts and I drink ginger tea to help me. I am working on herbal teas and pain medications because I have nobody I trust 100% to help me before for Jessica elvenmuggle21visits in august. I trust Jessica 100% and my boyfriend, as two people I feel safe with outside my family. Im getting the left side done, and the right side done in December when mike is back to help me. I'll visit his family around the time of my wisdom teeth surgery, so I dont feel bad when im on a liquid diet and they are eating corrinish hen for Christmas dinner. Tomato soup and grilled cheese toast are a great vegetarian choice for a dinner menu item...especially when i'll be in pain.
** Life isn't easy, lets hope I can survive the end of the year.