How can you take this so easily? *baby why am i missing you?*

[coolashie]

No no no no no no no no I can't miss you. I can't. There's no reason for me to miss you. I can't deal with the lies and the pain and everything in the past. I can't miss you. I'm too happy to miss you..

Why do i suddenly miss you then?

*hits head on desk...repeatedly*

Why do I miss you?