Sometimes you just need a good cry.
I woke up crying this morning. It was weird. I had a dream that I was slow dancing with luke and he was kissing my neck (we were at like, homecoming, but it wasn't) and then he walks away from me. So I go and I dance with Kara (?) and then this geeky looking kid asked to cut in, so I let him. Then it switched to my house, with a bunch of people there. But everyone was out on the devilstrip, and I was the only one on my porch. Linz was giving me the evil eye all the time, so I finally got fed up, walked inside, and decided to go potty. I grabbed like, a pictureframe and something to write with, and i was on the potty, going potty, trying to think of a poem for luke, when luke just walks in. I scream, I'M TRYING TO GO PEE HERE. But it was really sad, and I haven't be able to get it out of my head since. It's kinda scary because Ben told me that when Luke went to Spring Fling with kelly and whatnot, he danced more with Prarie than Kelly. I think that's what tripped the dream.
I went over to luke's today, instead of going to 707. that kinda made me mad. i love going to 707, but his mom doesn't trust us alone, and we couldn't find anyone to with us. Yeah. Way to be. I get there and we go to Buehler's to get a movie, and he got a propel fitness water. Those are good. :-) But yeah. It was weird, I was feeling a weird vibe being given off. I was kinda ticked about the whole mom thing, but oh well.
We stopped by his friend Adam's house. He's one cool kid. Lol. Reminds me a little of Ryan Walker though....yikes. lol. I had to hold back from laughing. But he's cool. I think me, luke, adam, and his girlfriend are going to bw3's and rinky dink on saturday, not sure though. i hope i'm in a better mood.
I don't know how much more of her I can take. She's a nice lady when she wants to be, but man, she has no trust. She's cool..and pretty, but man oh man oh!
I think I just need a good cry. Everyone needs one of those.
Update later about the Speech and Debate picnic...
I still need a new look for my layout and my icon. I know what i want.
Any volunteers?
I went over to luke's today, instead of going to 707. that kinda made me mad. i love going to 707, but his mom doesn't trust us alone, and we couldn't find anyone to with us. Yeah. Way to be. I get there and we go to Buehler's to get a movie, and he got a propel fitness water. Those are good. :-) But yeah. It was weird, I was feeling a weird vibe being given off. I was kinda ticked about the whole mom thing, but oh well.
We stopped by his friend Adam's house. He's one cool kid. Lol. Reminds me a little of Ryan Walker though....yikes. lol. I had to hold back from laughing. But he's cool. I think me, luke, adam, and his girlfriend are going to bw3's and rinky dink on saturday, not sure though. i hope i'm in a better mood.
I don't know how much more of her I can take. She's a nice lady when she wants to be, but man, she has no trust. She's cool..and pretty, but man oh man oh!
I think I just need a good cry. Everyone needs one of those.
Update later about the Speech and Debate picnic...
I still need a new look for my layout and my icon. I know what i want.
Any volunteers?