Now it's so obvious
I realized yesterday why I don't swim in the summer. I mean, obviously I don't because camp was way way cooler and everything, but even if I wasn't away all summer, I don't think I could swim. It has got to be one of the most emotionally exhausting things I do. I just feel like I'm under so much pressure all the time, I can barley deal with it from the months of November through January. There's no way I could kill myself all summer. yesterday, at my meet, I had a mini-(but not so mini) break down. I just couldn't deal with it anymore. My coach had to talk to my three separate times this weekend to tell me to get my shit together. I just couldn't imagine doing all of this form june through august as well. I'm much happier playing all summer at camp.
speaking of which, staff reunion, pretty soon. getting pretty pumped for that action. heck yeah. It'll be great, but odd, camp, with cold and snow?!?! what?!?!? I think I'll freak out for a while, then get over it and have a friggin awesome time.
My iPod is dead : ( ........
speaking of which, staff reunion, pretty soon. getting pretty pumped for that action. heck yeah. It'll be great, but odd, camp, with cold and snow?!?! what?!?!? I think I'll freak out for a while, then get over it and have a friggin awesome time.
My iPod is dead : ( ........