Aug 09, 2006 22:52
I wonder why it seems that I can never have anything good without something very bad following closely behind it. It takes all effort for me to not put some blame on God. Two days ago I was thanking Him for his blessings and today I have reason to be concerned about the blessing. Over the weekend I pretty much bought a house. I have a few steps left to go, but it's pretty well mine. Now I have reason to suspect that my job is in danger.
I forgot to take my medicine this morning so I'm feeling a little off. I was going to write more about this but I'm having trouble concentrating so I'm going to stop. I don't think anyone is reading this anyways.
The last thing that I'll say is, right now it seems that any blessing I get, if it's always going to be followed by a curse, seems hardly a blessing at all. Maybe I was just too quick to label it a blessing.