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ive been so unbeliveably down today, and i think that right now, if my dad wasnt in the room and we didnt have to work on my future, i could just cry right now. i dont even know why. i cant complain about anything in my life.
here i go applying to UCF.
hopefully i make it in.
if i dont, i dont know what im going to do with my life.
ahhh.
ive built up my hopes on this one idea.
i havent had the time to stop and think about ...what if it doesnt work out.
im in like the worst mood ever.
this week= shit.
i dont even know what to say anymore.
itll just be negative and mean.
wooo we had a four hour rehearsal today.
which was really like 5 for me and helen. cause.
yeah. whatever.
STRESS STRESS STRESS STRESS!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
whats wrong with lil' allex? :[
here i go applying to UCF.
hopefully i make it in.
if i dont, i dont know what im going to do with my life.
ahhh.
ive built up my hopes on this one idea.
i havent had the time to stop and think about ...what if it doesnt work out.
im in like the worst mood ever.
this week= shit.
i dont even know what to say anymore.
itll just be negative and mean.
wooo we had a four hour rehearsal today.
which was really like 5 for me and helen. cause.
yeah. whatever.
STRESS STRESS STRESS STRESS!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
whats wrong with lil' allex? :[