I didn't know what I had that day
Sometimes I am completley overwhelmed with happiness and love for my friends. It's consuming, like I could explode. My whole life I've been too lucky and been more fortunate than I deserve. I mean obviously its had its ups and downs, and I am in no way complaining, but everyone should be able to feel this way. If I could I would share it with anyone who needed it. Is it naïve to love so much? I feel like im impossibly hopeful and content, I can only be setting myself up for dissapointment. Part of me knows that, but is it better to climb before you crash and fall? or just to be flatline unhappy? Somewhere along the way in the past few months Ive experienced at least two pivotal changes. The first made me let go of whatever it was holding me back from growing up. For the first time I feel comfortable with myself. The second, I dont know how to describe. Luckily I see change as unavoidable, not something thats synonymous with things going wrong.
buuuut its not like I know what I'm talking about
I was at kimball today for literally over 12 hours. After school I had track, I can't really tell how thats going to be, and dance co. was good but long as always. As usual its late and I still haven't finished all my homework and I'm now to tired to do it. Also my friends have to get better and stop getting sick! I'm sure md wouldnt approve of those immune systems! LOVE YOU!
buuuut its not like I know what I'm talking about
I was at kimball today for literally over 12 hours. After school I had track, I can't really tell how thats going to be, and dance co. was good but long as always. As usual its late and I still haven't finished all my homework and I'm now to tired to do it. Also my friends have to get better and stop getting sick! I'm sure md wouldnt approve of those immune systems! LOVE YOU!