It's Only High School

[cool_caucasion]

I've been told that it's only high school. This is where you make the big mistakes before you enter your adult hood. Well, does everyone just want to make mistakes while they're in an emotionally and physical roller coaster? I certainly don't, and quite frankly am sick and tired of not be good enough to prove myself to anyone. I'm tired of learning the ropes in life. How about life caters to me just for once. Let life deal me a couple of pocket aces. Why does everything have to so hard? I'm tired of being the odd man out in life. I'm tired of being awkward in it as well. I just want things to go a bit easier. Life hates me as of now. She's giving me nothing easy. I have to earn everything, and I don't want to earn it. Whatever, life's hard. I know it, but why can't it sometimes lighten up on me?

Just needed to express that things aren't well with me, and I desperately want them to. Oh well, nothing I can do about.
Jesse Wood