Could I be Lonely?

[cool_caucasion]

Loneliness, the greatest fear in all humans. All humans feel that loneliness is the ultimate view of how people just don't care about you. I ask this question. Could I be lonely? I might actually be. People give me a false sense of security. Sometimes I can trust them. Other times I feel as if I'm being played, used, or just being wronged. Do I actually have people who appreciate my company, or am I just a person who has no life and hangs around with people who feel sorry for me? Maybe, I'm just over analyzing my life. Putting it under the microscope as I usually do. But why do I always tend to think my life is a waste? I think I might be productive for something, but maybe I'm wrong. Maybe God doesn't want me to do anything with my life but waste away thinking about how life is always going bad. I need comfort and someone who will just wake me up from the dreams of my thoughts. My thoughts are taking over and consuming every inch of my soul. None are good. None can be healthy for me. Someone save me from the loneliness of having nothing! Someone save me from myself! Anyone, please.

Life can always be worse, why do I always think mine is?
I bid all who are interested in reading about my mournful thoughts a good evening or whatever time of day it might be:
Jesse Wood