Mar 11, 2005 23:36
So yeah... I'm here at my sister's and I'm really bored and I decided to update my LJ, even though I just did like 5 days ago...
"I really don't know why I'd want to be a rebound boyfriend, but the thing about it is that I don't know how to start a relationship. It would then seem that one of the better things to do would be to be there for a girl when she needed you after a significant break-up. I know what needs to go on within a relationship, I know what has to happen to make it work, I just can't start it. I'm too scared or something, I guess. I don't know, I just can't figure out how to start them. I try, but it just doesn't work. Whatever... I kinda freak out when I'm around girls I like, probably because I don't want to step on toes or screw something up. I guess I'd rather take precautions and hold back than be care free and unrestrained. I don't know why I do it, I just do... So yeah, with the "rebound boyfriend", I'm just trying to give myself as many options as possible because no one seems to want to be my real girlfriend..."
Yeah, I know this sounds sad, but it was in response to a comment from my last post and I thought it should be in the main portion of my journal. I think one of the biggest reasons why I don't have a relationship is because I don't know how to start one. If anyone has any ideas, let me know. That'd be great because I'm at a loss right now...
Anywho, other than that, my spring break is going great although it's not real "springy" with all this snow around. I head back to school on Sunday (Woo Hoo!!!). That will be fun and I look forward to it. I look forward to seeing all of my friends again. It will be a good thing. I'm done writing and I'm off to watch some TV... If you have any comments, you know where to leave them... That's all for now... Good bye...