Aug 29, 2005 00:59
Wow yeah i know it's been a really long time since i posted. Just to start off, im not in the most cheerful mood so don't hate cause this post isn't as insanely awesome as my other ones. First things first- my summer. My summer has been so incredibly good. words can't even describe it. for 98% of it i been hanging out with my amazing girlfriend, Elyla. Sorry ladies it's true, im taken. anyway ill get back to that in a sec. You would think a lot of stuff would have happend since the last time i posted like 2 years ago, but nothing too crazy. i basically already said the best part. but yeah, currently its kinda sucky, most of my friends left for college and moving on with their lives...meanwhile im stuck in this bottomless pit known as highschool..yeah i have to take another year of it and im thinking of going but we'll see...but yeah, right now im not really sure what's going on and im hoping for the best. as of right now im feeling very blah. The one thing i wish i could be doing, i can't. The last thing i wanted to happen, did. all i want to do is spend time with the one person i can't. so basically i dont know what to do with this year or how to deal with what i know is going to happen. i know i should try not to think about this stuff so much but i cant help it. ok i could say more but i dont wanna be gay. so yeah...im still here and alive if you were wondering. sorry bout the non upbeat post, just was bored and decided to write it. if ur still in rahway and ur cool. call me up to chill...cuz i know my schedule will be free. i think i might be posting on a more regular basis now so ill make up for this one. peace.