you can always just kiss off in the end.

[cool_4_1_night]

so, this "big crush" i was talking about before. I didnt really think before writing that. I just got off a 2 hour phone conversation with nicole. We talked A LOT. andd idk anymore. i really like him, but i dont know if i should follow my heart if im hurting someone else more. or if he is. Its not worth it then. im not that kind of person. its lightly happened to me before and its a horrible feeling. The only thing that makes me mad is how people judge me without knowing me. they think we have "so much in common" but just because i dress a certain way or like a certain band doesnt tell who i am. Im either too much of some label for someone or not enough for someone else. I wish i wasnt so scared to talk to people. maybe i could be friends with them too. i wish i could take back the past 2 years of high school and i wish everything was different. I isnt. so i might as well start trying to make things better. im sorry for hurting anyone i ever hurt in the past. im sorry if i got between anything. im sorry for ruining the beautiful things people have together. im sorry for coming into all of your lives.
I just hope you'll forgive me. and if you want me to leave i will.

<3 Krysten.

and if you are confused about this entry then just dont worry about it.