Sep 22, 2005 21:45
i'm in a... hmmmm.... mood right now...
i have a LOT of things on my mind...
me n alex have been decorating.... if u dont no then dont ask! lol
and that's been fun n all
but on the other hand i've been thinking....
you always have a "best friend" in elementary schoool, but now it seems like i dont have one... dont get me wrong i luv u all but idk... i just feel like all my friendships are flawed... who am i to expect perfection
and i've been trusted with something thats really weighing me down... i feel like i'm just floating above everything watching it happen w/ no control over the situation... maybe i just need to talk to someone : /
schools just a drag... everyday just goes on and on and on and i just count the seconds til its over...
maybe i just need to plan my life ahead a few days and pack everything in so i always feel needed somewhere.. or maybe i should just stay home for a while to think and maybe relax.. beats me.....
nEw Sn............................xoBladderBuster.............................. PlEaSe do NOT ask!
*M**L**D*
"always old sometimes new never sad always blue"
"yesterday is either regretted or missed
today is either dragging on or going to fast
and tomorrow is always a mystery........
just a single day away.............................."