Just do it.
Been thinking too much these few days. School work, touch rugby, fitness, commitments, friends, family etc. Approximately one month to the first paper, and I really don't ever want to screw up this time anymore. Not like my quizzes are helping. So priority will be studies studies studies. Yet again, I procrastinate so damn much and I really really don't want to study. I wish I can be a traveler and travel around the world, exploring new places new cultures, picking up their local traditions, customs and languages, trying their cuisines, and work for a week at every place. I wish I can be a food gourmet and travel around and try all the food, be it good or bad. If only these are decent jobs, I would be living my dream, making my vocation a life-long vacation already.
Nowadays really is old already, brain and hands/mouth cannot coordinate. Forming some thoughts in my mind, yet typing another. Or maybe I have too many issues ongoing up there at once.
Running used to relieve stress. However, now it feels like crap, making myself more stressed that my fitness is really not up till the mark for training to resume. To add on, my passion for the sport seems to be diminishing with the accumulation of school work...
I miss those days that I can dress up simply to meet people in Town or anywhere to window shop, eat, take some pretty photos of sceneries/ourselves, explore new eating places, go to fleas, and really do nothing. I miss the days where I can chill at Starbucks/Macs/Library and have a good read in my hands.
Everything is just so different now.
I feel like I've changed so much that I secretly don't really like the new me.
Maybe I shouldn't brood so much on it (even though I still will)
MAYBE I SHOULD JUST HANG ON FOR ONE MONTH...
Nowadays really is old already, brain and hands/mouth cannot coordinate. Forming some thoughts in my mind, yet typing another. Or maybe I have too many issues ongoing up there at once.
Running used to relieve stress. However, now it feels like crap, making myself more stressed that my fitness is really not up till the mark for training to resume. To add on, my passion for the sport seems to be diminishing with the accumulation of school work...
I miss those days that I can dress up simply to meet people in Town or anywhere to window shop, eat, take some pretty photos of sceneries/ourselves, explore new eating places, go to fleas, and really do nothing. I miss the days where I can chill at Starbucks/Macs/Library and have a good read in my hands.
Everything is just so different now.
I feel like I've changed so much that I secretly don't really like the new me.
Maybe I shouldn't brood so much on it (even though I still will)
MAYBE I SHOULD JUST HANG ON FOR ONE MONTH...