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Ystd was really a drastic change. It started off really well with my brother's 21st, after which, saw myself rushing to the hospital to see my grandma in the night, and was instructed to be mentally prepared. I was really dumbfounded and shocked. I didnt know what I could do to help except to silently hope for the best.
Then my grandma was warded in the ICU. This morning when she finally gained some consciousness, she was tearing so helplessly. She looked so sad, being unable to talk with all the tubes connecting to her frail body, nose and mouth. I could only see her lips quavering so bad and tears rolling down. And all I could do was grab her hand and reassure her. I could only cry in sorrow and hope she recover. This is the sort of heartache I'd never experienced. Someone I had lived with, since I was young. Someone I'm so close with, yet I haven't been spending much time with lately. Someone so dear to you. Someone whom I never ever want to lose.
I wouldn't mind remaining single forever if I have my grandma with me all my life. Praying that she recovers asap and gains back her health...
Life's really too short, too precious for any regrets. Gna live it like the last. Live it to the fullest.
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