To betterment.
Hello October. You came here way too fast before I can even react. The past ten months was ... a roller coaster ride. School only started for less than two frigging months, yet it felt like forever? University isn't easy at all please. It's all about self-discipline and yourself. I would trade whatever I have now, for O's / Promos / A's anytime. Really. I guess it is like this for most uni students? Because of competitiveness, time, and diff mods diff tutorial mates, there isn't a fixed clique to hang out and study with. I can't exactly ask anyone about my tutorials like before, which sucks since I'm forever cui. Since there's one huge chunk of words here I doubt anyone will really read but October sucks because too many things to be done, really too damn afraid for my GPA to cui diao, and it's your birthday month. Hmm. I can never find someone like you. I still can't get over you and my expectations of the next boyf in any case I have, are way higher and unattainable, not just quantitatively but also mentally. Nevertheless, you will always always be a part of me. Good ones. Missing you x.
Did I also mention, work at BFF is really fun :) I really don't see it as work especially when I'm at it cause the other BFF girls are awesomely funny max hahaha
Anyway here's my Saturday to my end of recess week, hello to all the shitty presentations tutorials assignments examinations, and please let the ulcer heal. And if you manage to read finish all these chunk of words. You deserve my luv ^^