I am what you call " irritated"

Oct 03, 2004 08:58

Yesterday I went over to my gradnpa's house to see how he was since my grandma died last month. I try to make it over there once a week. well anyway I was leaving his house when I saw my father drive by. This shocked me due to the fact my father lives in illinois.so of course i turn around to check things out. The man drives in circles to make me think its not him that irritated me (1) welll when he finally gave up and pulled into my grandpa's drive way I got out and asked him what the hell wa he doing in town. He said jokingly Oh we are just here to see your aunt linda for her birthday. (2) They couldn't even make it in for their grandsons birthday . anyway. I asked them so were you [planning on calling me to see caleb. He said NO we didn't want to bother you.(3) how is it a bother to me if you want to see your grandson who you haven't seen in months.

Ok to understand why this pisses me off I guess you have to understand that my father and I have not gotten along Since I was 14. I got tired of living up to his double standered . You see he left my mom when I was 6 months ol d and I did not see him for 3 years. Then when I was 5 he tried to get my step father to adopt me. When I was 13 I went to live with him and my stepmother and my 2 step siblings and my real brother. WEll in my fathers eyes me and my brother are old news he basically gives us a lower station on the totem [ole then his new kids. I find that to be wrong and we go tooth and nail about it all the time. Sorry for the venting I just had to get this shit out..
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