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[cookiesyum]

i run from any conflict... or problem
i admit it.. im understand.
i dont like my life the way it is going now.. i dont. im going down hill and i can't seem
to see my self getting back up there.
i  miss things that mattered so much to me..
and im ready to give them up for good.
i miss you nick really i do.. i love you.

i have realized who my friends are.. and realized that i dont
need to get shitt faceed all the time.
im sick of feeling like crap the morning after.
and im sick of hurting people...