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Of course the smooth flow of happiness had to be jilted.
I would have expected this from girls, but three guys talking shit? Apparently i 'underestimate their animosity'. I'm trying to fix things but as the only party making an effort to open a dialog I feel very, very alone.
In the meantime I'm just trying to forget about the stress and thank god I'm alive and lucky enough to have the friends who love me. I'm counting my blessings for the new friends I have made and the things I have to look forward to next semester.
But god damn it. I hate being that friend people go through cycles with. It's love-hate-LOVE. Then it's all over and they finally love me as a friend unconditionally, as I have loved them all along.
Fuck it.
I would have expected this from girls, but three guys talking shit? Apparently i 'underestimate their animosity'. I'm trying to fix things but as the only party making an effort to open a dialog I feel very, very alone.
In the meantime I'm just trying to forget about the stress and thank god I'm alive and lucky enough to have the friends who love me. I'm counting my blessings for the new friends I have made and the things I have to look forward to next semester.
But god damn it. I hate being that friend people go through cycles with. It's love-hate-LOVE. Then it's all over and they finally love me as a friend unconditionally, as I have loved them all along.
Fuck it.