Aug 03, 2007 02:30
Well... what can I say? Blah blah blah summer gone by so fast, blah blah blah time for college boo hoo hoo, but simultaneously, yay yay.
Actually, it doesn't make me that sad.
Why? Because to me it is not yet a reality.
When I have unpacked everything in my dorm and flop down on my dorm bed and stare at the ceiling... I'll start missing people then. Maybe. But that's what phones are for, isn't it?
Mummy darling is menopausal... I try to keep her laughing so she won't have a mood swing and chuck things into my room because it's messy. My room is always messy, messy room is my permanent state of being. Can one face that? So far the laughter is working.
My nails are fire engine red. How very fabulous!
Wolfie and I hit our one year a while ago. Crazy huh? A whole year, and even so sometimes he'll turn to me and I'll see a stranger. IT keeps things interesting though, I guess... a new person to meet every so often. Kind of like a "buy one get one free" deal in my relationship. Is that a sick notion?
I go to New York tomorrow. Why? ... good question. Just to look around, and see my sister and the sights. I'll see the statue of liberty but after that I'd rather go hunt down some exquisite fake designer purses. Yes, I'm that shallow.
I've been listening to songs on repeat... sensory songs that I can feel in my fingertips. 'Play Crack the Sky' by Brand New and 'Guennivere' by CSNY.
I want to spend more time in the ocean. Johannah and i went snorkling and we saw an octopus!! Then I looked up to tell the kids swimming near us but the octopus vanished. Sneaky bastard. It was only about the size of my lit book. which is sitting on my lap. I like flipping to random pages and reading things in it.
This story's old but it goes on and on
until we disappear
call me and let me taste
the salt you breathe while you were underneath.
My computer was full of viruses and I sent it to the hospital. Now it is healed! :-D
In conclusion, this entry was a waste of time and wil probably be deleted int he next 72 hours. I"m giving myself that window because I doubt i'll be ticking away in New York.
Au revoir!