May 21, 2008 21:31
i need a job. once again i am jobless. i took a test for the ymca, i hope i passed. i hate it when people called it "the y," it sounds dumb, and if i work there i refuse to call it that. maybe i should just have people call me "the n."
in other news, i'm officially the worst public speaker and should probably think of a different career. but i don't know what else to do. i feel like there is still so much i want to do; like pursue my culinary dream. i'll have fancy dinner parties with friends and make the best cupcakes for bake sales.
what i mean is, how do i know if i'm doing the right thing? is teaching my gift? what are my other gifts? your job does not define who you are, so why would it matter?