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So ive been angry a lot latley, and im not really sure why. Maybe some of it has to do w/ my job, or how my parents have been pestering me about things latley. Maybe some of its cause ive lost faith in the majority of the world, save for the few close friends i have. I look everywhere and all i see is people who only look out for themselves, not caring about anyone else. No one is as willing to help anyone, as they used to be. America is becoming way too spoiled i see it at work all the time and it disgusts me to no end. People come in everyday that cant fit in a booth...how do so many people let themselves become so overweight that they actually cant fit in a booth? People who are, being led to a table or booth and ask for a specific one other than the one im showing them to...umm hello im up front showing people where to sit for a damn reason...when u request a booth or a table up front its one thing but when ur so damn picky about where u sit u pick a booth three feet away rather than the one im taking you to...i mean are u serious? Ive never thought to ask for a different table then the one i was being shown in a restraunt.
Everywhere i look it feels like people are just giving up instead of fighting back...in school, at work, on the basketball courts...A couple of my friends arnt even going to college...one may not graduate high school, i mean come on, high school was the easiest thing ive ever done. I look at my friends lives and just shake my head. They had dreams once, you know, none of them involved being where they are now. The one friend i have whos actually got his shit together, is the one thats exactly like me, but he wont be back in town for another week.
I dunno ive just been feeling really alone latley, even when im with my friends...somethings just not the same ne more. Something just doesnt feel right.
So ne ways ive rambled on for long enough hope u all can make more sense out of this than i can.
Everywhere i look it feels like people are just giving up instead of fighting back...in school, at work, on the basketball courts...A couple of my friends arnt even going to college...one may not graduate high school, i mean come on, high school was the easiest thing ive ever done. I look at my friends lives and just shake my head. They had dreams once, you know, none of them involved being where they are now. The one friend i have whos actually got his shit together, is the one thats exactly like me, but he wont be back in town for another week.
I dunno ive just been feeling really alone latley, even when im with my friends...somethings just not the same ne more. Something just doesnt feel right.
So ne ways ive rambled on for long enough hope u all can make more sense out of this than i can.