the invisible ginger

Sep 26, 2006 18:18

Heylo
So firstly apologies I've kinda fallen off the radar lately, not really felt like socialising and please no one get offended coz i love ya all and hope that you all having great times at uni. Since my grandad died been kinda sinking lower and not knowing why. Couldnt see a point in carrying on somedays everyone seemed to have their own stuff going on so didnt wanna bother anyone and without going into too much detail which would probably make you all think that im some weird emo dude i was probably at my lowest point ever. Trouble is Im one of these people that cant show how im feeling to my friends especially and i tend to put on a big front about how hyper and happy i am all the time so i just found it easier to not see anyone. Im really really sorry if you all think that i dont care about ya anymore but just couldnt face people who would be able to tell that something wasnt right with me. im doing ok at the moment so dont all get worried or anything just needed to realise that my grandad wouldnt have wanted me to waste my life like that. Hope everyones doing good leave me a comment and let me know whatya up 2 so i know you all aint totally abandoned me.
Take care you sexy people
xxx
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