This is it....
Well..here i am back at my moms...and i think it is going to be all over...i am going to his house and get my shit at 6:30 if he is not there i will write a note or something..i might just wait for him to get there...and then i am just gonna tell him ..i am not an idiot and i know what is going on and i give up..there is no use in me fighting for something that will never happen even if i believe that it will... i have done it for 2 years and i am tired of being fooled around on and i just don't think i have enough energy to deal with it anymore...
It is not even the kid thing that bothers me ....it is the kid's crack head mom..and his lack of balls...so if he wants her..(again) he can fucking have her...i am done...i am not gonna fight for it anymore...esp now when i look like the fucking idiot...plus after i saw that stupid pic...i have proof that he is a liar and i am damn sure gonna let him know that you can't bullshit a bullshiter...It will be hard but hey...i am a strong person and i will pull through...it might take a while but i have friends...maybe they are perfect for each other...
I SHOULD HAVE LISTEND AND MAYBE I WOULD NOT FEEL LIKE MY LIFE IS OVER....
It is not even the kid thing that bothers me ....it is the kid's crack head mom..and his lack of balls...so if he wants her..(again) he can fucking have her...i am done...i am not gonna fight for it anymore...esp now when i look like the fucking idiot...plus after i saw that stupid pic...i have proof that he is a liar and i am damn sure gonna let him know that you can't bullshit a bullshiter...It will be hard but hey...i am a strong person and i will pull through...it might take a while but i have friends...maybe they are perfect for each other...
I SHOULD HAVE LISTEND AND MAYBE I WOULD NOT FEEL LIKE MY LIFE IS OVER....